PART 2 — THE WIFE HE NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT
“Same full name. Same date of birth.”
Bonnie said it gently, like saying it softer might make it hurt less.
It didn’t.
I stared at the marriage license until the words stopped looking like words.
Jeremy Lee Tolley.
Lacey Burcham.
Three years ago.
My husband had married another woman while he was still married to me.
I gripped the edge of the counter.
“Can a man do that?”
Bonnie hesitated.
“He can file the paperwork,” she said. “Whether he can legally be married to both of you is another question.”
“But nobody checked?”

Her eyes dropped toward the paper.
“I’m not a lawyer, honey.”
That was the courthouse way of telling me I was standing in something deeper than she could explain.
I folded the certified copy and put it back into the envelope.
My hands were shaking so badly I tore the corner.
“Do you know who filed it?”
Bonnie looked at her computer.
“The officiant submitted it.”
“Who?”
She clicked twice.
Then her eyebrows pulled together.
“Reverend Thomas Burcham.”
I knew that name.

Everybody in Lawrenceburg over forty knew that name.
Lacey’s father.
He had baptized half the county before retiring.
I remembered him standing behind the counter at the hardware store years ago, looking straight through me after Jeremy left his daughter.
I had always thought he hated me.
Maybe he did.
Maybe he had every right to.
“Anything else?” I asked.
Bonnie looked uncomfortable.
“There’s an address.”
My stomach tightened.
“Nashville?”
She nodded.

I wrote it on the back of the tag receipt.
Then I thanked her.
I actually thanked her.
That’s what women like me do when our lives fall apart in public.
We say thank you so nobody has to watch us scream.
Outside, the sun was so bright it hurt.
I sat in my car with the air conditioner blowing against my face and stared at that Nashville address.
Then my phone buzzed.
Jeremy.
Jill-girl, you at work?
I looked at those four words for a long time.
He didn’t know I’d taken the day off.
He didn’t know I had the certificate.
He didn’t know I knew about Lacey.

For the first time in twenty-two years, I had information Jeremy didn’t know I had.
I typed:
Yep. Busy morning.
Three dots appeared.
Then:
Love you.
I stared at it.
Three years of Tuesdays.
Three years of Nashville.
Three years of coming home after dark.
Three years of plates warming in the oven while I believed he was helping some roofing buddy.
I wanted to type, Which wife?
Instead, I wrote:
Love you too.

Then I started the car.
Nashville was an hour and change away.
I should have gone home.
I should have called a lawyer.
I should have called my sister.
I should have done about fifty sensible things.
Instead, I drove to the address Bonnie gave me.
The whole way there, I rehearsed what I would say when Lacey opened the door.
You stole my husband.
That sounded ridiculous.
I had stolen him first.
Did you know he was still married to me?
Better.

How long has this been going on?
Too weak.
By the time I reached Nashville, I had stopped rehearsing.
The address led me to a little yellow house on a quiet street near the hospital district.
There were wind chimes on the porch.
A wheelchair ramp ran beside the front steps.
And parked in the driveway was a truck I knew better than my own face.
Jeremy’s old Ford.
Not the work truck he drove every day.
The blue one he told me he sold two years ago because the transmission died.
I pulled over half a block away.
My heart started hammering.
That truck had belonged to Jeremy’s daddy.
He cried the day he told me he sold it.
Said he hated letting it go.
He hadn’t sold it.
He had brought it here.
To her.
I sat there maybe ten minutes.
Maybe thirty.
Then the front door opened.
Lacey stepped onto the porch.
She was wearing a gray sweater even though it was warm outside.
Her hair was covered with the same kind of scarf I had seen at Kroger.
She looked smaller than I remembered.
Sick.
Really sick.
Then somebody came out behind her.
A boy.
No.
Not a boy.
A young man.
Maybe nineteen.
Tall.
Broad shoulders.
Brown hair.
He carried two grocery bags in one hand and held Lacey’s elbow with the other.
There was something about the way he moved that made my breath catch.
Then he turned toward the street.
The grocery bag slipped out of his hand.
Oranges rolled across the driveway.
Because he had Jeremy’s face.
Not sort of.
Not maybe.
Jeremy’s face.
The same crooked left eyebrow.
The same dimple in his chin.
The same way his right shoulder sat slightly lower than his left.
I had spent twenty-two years looking at that face across breakfast tables, hospital waiting rooms, Christmas mornings, arguments, anniversaries and ordinary Tuesdays.
I knew what I was seeing.
Lacey had a son.
Jeremy had a son.
And judging by his age, that boy had been born around the time Lacey disappeared from Lawrenceburg.
My mouth went dry.
Suddenly the second marriage license wasn’t the biggest secret anymore.
I opened my car door.
My legs nearly folded underneath me when I stood.
Lacey looked up.
She saw me.
Even from half a block away, I watched every bit of color leave her face.
The young man followed her eyes.
I started walking toward them.
Lacey didn’t run.
She didn’t go inside.
She just stood on that porch and waited for me.
When I reached the driveway, neither of us spoke.
One of the oranges had rolled near my shoe.
I bent down, picked it up and held it out to the young man.
“Thank you, ma’am,” he said.
Jeremy’s voice.
Not exactly.
But close enough that something cracked inside me.
Lacey swallowed.
“Evan,” she said quietly, “take the groceries inside.”
He looked between us.
“You okay, Mom?”
“I’m fine.”
He didn’t believe her.
Neither did I.
But he gathered the oranges and went inside.
The screen door closed behind him.
Lacey and I stood facing each other.
Twenty-two years between us.
I reached into my purse and pulled out the courthouse envelope.
Her eyes went straight to it.
“You know,” she whispered.
“I know you married my husband.”
She closed her eyes.
Not guilty.
Not frightened.
Tired.
That made me angrier.
“You have got about thirty seconds before I start screaming.”
“Jill—”
“Don’t Jill me.”
She flinched.
Good.
I wanted somebody besides me to hurt.
“Did you know he was still married to me?”
“Yes.”
That answer hit harder than any lie could have.
I laughed once.
It sounded ugly.
“So you knew.”
“Yes.”
“You stood in a courthouse and married a married man.”
“Yes.”
“After what I did to you.”
Her eyes filled.
“Yes.”
I stepped closer.
“Is Evan Jeremy’s son?”
Lacey looked toward the front door.
Then back at me.
“Yes.”
I felt the driveway move underneath me.
“How old?”
“Twenty-one.”
Twenty-one.
I did the math even though I didn’t need to.
Jeremy left Lacey for me twenty-two years ago.
She disappeared a few months later.
“Did he know?”
“Not then.”
“When did he find out?”
“Three years ago.”
Tuesday nights.
Three years.
The second marriage.
The hospital.
Everything lined up so neatly I almost hated it.
I pressed both hands against my forehead.
“So he found out he had a son, came running back to you, and decided to marry you?”
“No.”
“Don’t lie to me.”
“I’m not.”
“Then explain the marriage license.”
Lacey started crying.
Quietly.
I had imagined confronting the other woman plenty of times during that drive.
I had imagined rage.
Excuses.
Maybe even smugness.
I had not imagined a woman who looked like standing upright was taking everything she had.
“I have stage-four ovarian cancer,” she said.
All the anger inside me hit a wall.
I said nothing.
“The first treatment worked for a while. Then it came back.”
The scarf.
The ginger ale.
Vanderbilt.
Jeremy dropping his fork when I told him I had seen her.
I looked toward the house.
“Does Evan know?”
“Yes.”
“And Jeremy?”
“He takes me to treatment on Tuesdays.”
My eyes burned.
“The buddy’s sick wife.”
Lacey looked confused.
Then understanding crossed her face.
“Oh, Jill.”
“Don’t.”
“I didn’t know he told you that.”
“Of course you didn’t.”
She wiped her cheek.
“I never asked him to leave you.”
“You married him.”
“I know.”
“That usually counts as asking.”
Her face twisted.
“It wasn’t supposed to be a marriage.”
I stared at her.
“I have the certificate in my purse saying otherwise.”
“I know what the certificate says.”
“Then what does that mean?”
Lacey sat down slowly on the porch step.
For a second, I thought she might faint.
I stayed standing.
She looked up at me.
“Three years ago, when Jeremy found out about Evan, I had just gotten my first diagnosis.”
“How did he find out?”
“Evan found him.”
That stopped me.
“He what?”
“When Evan turned eighteen, I told him who his father was. I didn’t want him growing up with a lie just because I was angry.”
“And he contacted Jeremy.”
“Yes.”
I pictured my husband opening some message from a boy with his face.
My husband sitting beside me at dinner afterward.
My husband saying nothing.
“Jeremy came here the next day,” Lacey continued. “He apologized to Evan. He apologized to me. He said he wanted to help.”
“So he married you.”
“No.”
She shook her head.
“That came later.”
“Why?”
Lacey looked down at her hands.
“Because I was dying.”
“That still doesn’t explain it.”
“No,” she said. “It doesn’t.”
Then she said something I wasn’t prepared for.
“Jeremy didn’t marry me because he loved me.”
I almost laughed.
“That’s supposed to make me feel better?”
“He married me because of Evan.”
I stared at her.
“Evan has a congenital heart condition.”
My anger disappeared again.
“He what?”
“He needs surgery.”
I looked toward the front door.
“He looks healthy.”
“Most days he is.”
Lacey’s voice broke.
“But there are complications. Bills. Insurance. Specialists. And when my cancer came back, I started panicking about what would happen to him if I died.”
I remembered Jeremy telling me his company dropped his insurance.
I remembered adding him to mine.
I remembered HR asking for our marriage license.
Something was wrong with this story.
Very wrong.
“Why would marrying you help Evan?”
Lacey opened her mouth.
Then stopped.
She looked scared.
Not of me.
Of what she was about to tell me.
“Because Jeremy thought it was the only way to fix something he did twenty-one years ago.”
“What did he do?”
She shook her head.
“That part needs to come from him.”
“No.”
I stepped closer.
“You don’t get to do that. You don’t get to tell me my husband has another wife and another son and then suddenly develop boundaries.”
“Jill—”
“Tell me.”
Tears spilled down her cheeks.
“Please.”
“Tell me what my husband did.”
Before she could answer, a vehicle turned onto the street.
Lacey looked past me.
Her face changed.
I turned.
Jeremy’s white roofing truck was coming toward us.
He slowed when he saw my car.
Then he saw me standing in Lacey’s driveway.
The truck stopped in the middle of the street.
For several seconds, nobody moved.
Then Jeremy opened the driver’s door.
He stepped out.
Even from where I stood, I could see his hands shaking.
“Jill.”
He said my name like a prayer that had failed.
I held up the courthouse envelope.
“Which wife are you talking to?”
He closed his eyes.
Lacey stood.
“Jeremy, she knows.”
“I can see that.”
“No,” I said. “I don’t know. That’s the problem. Apparently I haven’t known anything for three years.”
Jeremy walked toward me.
I backed away.
“Don’t touch me.”
He stopped immediately.
“I can explain.”
“Good.”
I pointed at the porch.
“Start with your son.”
Jeremy’s face collapsed.
That told me everything.
“Twenty-one years,” I whispered. “You had a son for twenty-one years.”
“I only found out three years ago.”
“And then you married his mother.”
Jeremy looked at Lacey.
She shook her head slightly.
Whatever passed between them made me furious.
“No more looks. No more protecting each other. You tell me right now why you married her.”
Jeremy’s eyes came back to mine.
“I was trying to make something right.”
“By committing bigamy?”
His jaw tightened.
“I didn’t know our marriage was still legally valid.”
I actually laughed.
“What?”
“Jill, please.”
“We’ve lived together for eighteen years.”
“I know.”
“You call me your wife.”
“I know.”
“You sleep beside me.”
“I know.”
“You kissed me this morning.”
“I know.”
“So what exactly made you think we weren’t married?”
Jeremy stared at me.
Then he said six words that changed the shape of my entire life.
“Because you signed the divorce papers.”
The world went quiet.
“I never signed divorce papers.”
Jeremy’s face went pale.
“Yes, you did.”
“No.”
“In 2006.”
“We got married in 2008.”
He froze.
So did I.
Lacey whispered, “Jeremy.”
He looked at her.
Then at me.
Something like terror moved across his face.
I reached into my purse, pulled out my marriage certificate and shoved it against his chest.
“Look at the date.”
He looked.
2008.
His lips parted.
“No.”
“What?”
“No, that can’t be right.”
“You signed it.”
“I know what I signed.”
“Apparently you don’t.”
He stared at the certificate.
Then he looked at the courthouse seal.
His knees seemed to weaken.
Lacey came down the step.
“What is it?”
Jeremy whispered something.
I barely heard him.
“The first marriage wasn’t Jill.”
I stared at him.
“What did you say?”
He looked up at me.
There was fear in his eyes now.
Real fear.
“The papers I signed in 2006 weren’t divorce papers from you.”
My heart began pounding.
“Then who were they from?”
Jeremy didn’t answer.
Lacey covered her mouth.
I stepped toward him.
“Jeremy.”
He looked at me.
And for the first time in twenty-two years, my husband looked like a man who had finally reached the secret he had spent his whole life running from.
“Jill,” he whispered, “before you… before Lacey… there was somebody else.”
I couldn’t speak.
He swallowed.
“And if the courthouse still shows that marriage too, then none of us understand what happened.”
I thought of Bonnie turning her computer screen toward me.
Two lines.
Two marriage licenses.
Same groom.
But suddenly I remembered something.
Bonnie had said the old ones come up from the basement.
Not both.
The old ones.
I looked at Jeremy.
“Who was she?”
He didn’t answer.
“WHO WAS SHE?”
Evan opened the screen door behind us.
“Mom?”
Jeremy turned toward him.
And that was when Evan said the one name that made Jeremy go completely white.
“Dad, Grandma Ruth called again.”
Jeremy dropped the marriage certificate.
I stared at him.
Because Jeremy’s mother wasn’t named Ruth.
His mother had been dead for eleven years.
And whoever this Ruth was, Jeremy was terrified of her….

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